Ball's of steel!!

Yet again I've posted another post (?) and deleted it. I chickened out. I'M SORRY!  But I couldn't help it. It was too much of a dead giveaway. I was revealing too much. I'm a mess!!!  I love to blog but I haven’t been giving too much of myself to it. Mostly because I don’t want to be pointing too many fingers at people; you know, accusing them to being the reason behind all my crazy. Whatever, I'm getting cheese fries. Maybe I should post the last one though? It was a doozey… It was huge. I'm talking like, I don’t know, maybe five or so paragraphs… AND! I didn't even finish it… From memory it was to be continued (I think I went to lunch or something…  Don’t hold me to that. I’d have to check).
What a pansy though right? I don’t know why it matters, I'm sure very few people that I know read them… Oh well. This is my life. A giant contradiction; I'm all like “blah blah blah I don’t care, I do what I want”… Nek Minit… “QUUUIIIIIICCCCCKKKKK RE-NEG RE-NEG UN-DO!!! DELETEEEE!!!!”   
Its total mayhem.

Actually I will post it… I might even continue it in the post after… Or maybe not… I don’t know… Depends how I feel. It’s hard being me you know. Never know what I’m going to do next.
It’s a constant struggle.

Okay that’s it for today. Very in-depth and exciting post I know. Try to keep your pants on. It will be alright one day.

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE